Breakdown

Last night I have a complete and utter breakdown. The kind that you really don't know what to do with yourself. You want to scream, cry it out, hide, get over it, talk to someone, disapeer. I am going through a moment, a depressing and sad moment. It could be a mixture of school stress, friend and guy drama, a sinus infection, and then fact that I was biligerently drunk for the past four nights minus last night. I just want to go back to my family where I can more sane again.
During my little nervous breakdown I was in search of someone that really knew me. I wandered on over to my friends house. His name is Tyler. He has known me for five years now and knew me way before college ever happend. He was the person so go to, and it doesn't hurt that he is a Psychology major. I told him that I am horribly depressed, do not feel like eating, feel horribly shitty about myself. I concluded through talking to him that I should seek professional counseling.
Also, him and I live in Door County in the summers. The past summe was a wreck on both of us. We drank all the time. We have made plans to exercise together instead of drinking. I look forward to seeing everything Door County has to offer. Who knows, maybe it could bring Tyler and I closer together?