Thursday, March 8, 2007

Does it ever work?

Well it was nice while it lasted.
I thought it could have worked out....
but do long distance relationships ever truley work out.
When both partners are completely happy?
I highly doubt it. But if so. I want to hear their stories.
I told him I was here for him, but that wasn't good enough.
Besides every day that went by without seeing his face or hearing his voice wore another layer away.
I couldn't stand it.
He's not a bad guy...he's a sweet guy with some addictions...but doesn't everyone have an addiction, right? We all do, whether it be going to check your myspace, waiting every week for the new show to come one from your favorite series, coffee, cigarettes, alcohol, chocolate.....can someone be addicted to love..that feeling of bliss that overcomes your entire body and at that moment nothing else matters, because you just got your fix. Then you move on, until you get that itch again, jones for another dose of that sweet confection of devotion. Not realizing who you are hurting on the way because it doesn't matter just so long your addiction is satisfied. Until one day, there will be no one left there to give you their love, not even for a second. The eternal loneliness eats at you, withdrawls now set in, and your body aches. It just wants to love. You shouldn't have used love, you should just let it come to you....

"Love: The irresistible desire to be irresistibly desired."

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